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My thoughts today

My love for life right now is ... i can't even find a word to describe it... phenomenal?... yeah.. Whatever it is, it's surreal. I've met lots of awesome people and made some fast friends, kept the ones that matter. My life is my own now. The way it should always have been, the way I have almost lost, living inside a box of misguided ideals and standards, mixed emotions and inner turmoil. Everything really does happen for a reason. Nobody should have to settle for anything. Take risks but don't ever take anything or anyone for granted. Then you'll regret nothing. Live for the moment. Love with a passion. And if you ever have to look back, look back with a smile. I've come a long way. Look forward and always have tentative plans. What the future holds for me now is not the question we should all be so obsessed about, coz who the hell knows? I'm looking forward to seeing my bestfriend tomorrow, to a friday dinner date, to another girls night out this saturday and the summer in greece. My life is my own, my strength undeniable. I've stepped out of the box.

Seeing Red!

Whoever said to count one to ten when your temper is tested, obviously hasn't been infuriated enough! I don't know how many timesi have tried it expecting wonders but only infuriating myself more in the process! It is however good to have the assurance of knowing my counting abilities are still intact during bouts of impossibly incensed ire! Pacing doesn't work either, not for me anyway! So to let off some steam today, I allowed myself the pleasure of mentally decapitating some jerk! Clean and Simple! It doesn't really eliminate the rage (or the jerk, for that matter..) but it does, however, bring out a smile! This entry will self destruct in 10..9..8..7..6..5..4..3..2..1..

A Whole New Perspective

A cousin once told me something about feeling like the rug has been pulled from underneath her.. I know exactly what she meant not too long ago.. My rug was suddenly pulled, and i was left lying on the cold, hard floor.. I was blind-sided, angry and wounded.. That was almost four months back... But even then, i never once thought that i can't bounce back...I was right... I, in fact, gained a lot of perspective.. (I also learned that I have the best family and friends!).. And even though I still don't have a clue as to what i want to do with my life right now, i am excited about finding out what's gonna happen the very next day.. I guess that what I'm trying to say is, and at the risk of sounding so cliche... maybe losing the rug's the best thing that's ever happened to my life after all.. :)